maryland.
September 16, 2010 | 8:56 AM
曲：Maryland - Vonda Shepard
i keep starting to blog, but i keep getting distracted by other things. blogspot has an amazing number of my drafts saved already.
it takes a lot of courage to stand up to someone - a friend - to tell them they're wrong, just like it takes a lot of courage to admit you are wrong. it takes a lot of courage to concede defeat because of the better person. i know myself - whenever i make a decision to step out of my comfort zone, i somehow manage to tell myself i won't fail. and i know i won't admit to myself that i've failed. once i do that, i crumble. and yes, it's a bad week for me too - i miss close friends, and i've been feeling i've lost some. i don't feel i've done things to the best of my ability, and i've not completed stuff i told myself i had to.
but mum's birthday was love. hebe ppl were love. and you guys were love too.
I've been thinking
I've been thinking I've been thinking too much
I just want to live now for a little while
And cast my dreams to the windvelda.
